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He knows
One of my favorite things about God is he knows. He knows how much strength you need he knows when and where to place you to hear something you need to hear. He knows when your heart is weak and he sends that sweet friend, family member or heck sometimes even stranger to you to…
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Accountability
For about a year now I put myself last . Not because anyone asked me to but because I felt unworthy. A dweller of self pity. I’ve let myself go mentally emotionally physically and spiritually. Seriously in all the ways. First I started back spiritually communing more with Jesus then my mind started benefiting from…
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Defeated
Today I’m angry today I’m sad, today I am so over it. I’m done believing That I can become pregnant. I’m done setting myself up for failure every month I’m done I’m done I’m done! Whatever. I give up. That’s all I came to say
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What I want to say on my social platform but am too scared to…
With the Holidays coming up I felt the nudge to share openly. In hopes that maybe I can be a friend to others on the same journey. I’m usually not an open book. I don’t do good with sharing my feelings and emotions, Im someone who has always dealt with my pain alone. Some of…
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Rejoice
Philippians 4:4-7 Says, Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again Rejoice! Let your graciousness be known to everyone. The Lord is near. Don’t worry about anything, but In everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your…
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Why
Sometimes I find myself asking why a lot. Why do people who don’t want children get pregnant while taking birth control? Why do people who keep getting abortions keep being allowed by god to get pregnant? Why do some people get 5 kids and others get none? Why do some people understand my pain and…
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The Desires of my heart
I have gone back and fourth on the idea of sharing my heart on a blog. I don’t know if being vulnerable with the topic will help or hurt me, but today as I was reading scripture walking through my home (something I recently started to do in faith that it would keep the enemies…